you don’t remember anything from your past
you don’t remember you forget so fast
everytime you try sorting all the things through
you get stuck and frozen in an aspect of you

as you wish as you say
eat out your life day after day
many months lost and more yet to come
smile on everyone until you are done

steady you seem to everyone else
thread undergoes what appears to be flat
thread which leads from event from the past
every few months forgiveness you cast